Choice's

CHAPTER 2

When I woke up I had pain in places I didn't think wasposeble, my body was cold and I could smell the dirt and a stench that I don’t know from what and blood all around me.

I opend my eyes to see were I was ,for I didn’t feel the soft bed that I rememberdas the last thought before the darkness has taken hold of me ,everything was sore and I was laying on something hard and rough.

Pushing myself to a sitting position I look over my now broken and brused body, I could see way I had so much pain there was dried blood on my wrists, legs and I think most of my face, my one eye is swolen, I could feel that and my hair was stuck to my face with dried blood in it.

My nose felt thick and swolen and my lips were craked and is still bleeding.

Looking arounde I realize that I was in our backyard and naked, it was still dark out and I can just make out that I was laying close to the garbige cans AGAIN … this is the fith time that I woke up here and the fith time that I have past out from too much pain and being over tierd.

I stood up and headded back to the house taking it slowe and one step at a time, when I got to the backdoor it was locked ... not that I am surprised about it, he did It the other time as well so I was prepeard for this when it happened again and I was sure it would have … for here I stand … looking behind one of the potplants where I hid the key. I unlocked the door and went inside

I head for one of the bathrooms that was on the second floor so that Brian wouldnt hear me ;thank goodness we had a 3 story house you could almost say that it was a mantion but not quite…

The first floor had a big hallway leading to the two big lounges one of them had a nice fireplace and bookshelves covering two of the walls, we only used that one when we had guest’s and the other one was for our own use it had a flat screen TV and seround sound with a X-Box and everything that you could think of almost like a game room but we had one of them aswell.

We also had a big dining room and two bathrooms and a big kitchen with a pantry

In the hallway the stairs come up each side of the hallway and meet in the middle of the second floor that has the 4 gest rooms with each on a bathroom of there own and 1 BIG Library and two studdys and I music room that only I use and another game room with a bar; what can I say Brian and his friends liked there sports, games and alcahol then finaly the third floor were there is our bedroom with two other gestrooms; this house had a lot of rooms and space. I think Brian was planing on having a big family one day before our marrige

I don’t even think that I can have any kids with all that has happened to me …

Headding to the second floor to the bedroom at the end of the hall; she got a bag of clothes out from under the bed, that she hid away for times like these and went to the bathroom to clean herself up

She ran some bathwater and took out some close out the bag some comfy sweatpants and a T-shirt with underwear and tennis shoes

She got into the bath with some hesitation for her body tensed up with the warm water ceressing her tender body welcoming it with open arms, she then relaxed a bit and washed her self with her favoret almond and honey body soap and lavender and jasmin shampoo; enjoying the fragrences that filled the bathroom, she laid back and relaxed loosing herself in that moment she has to herself

After laying in the bath soaking up all the warmth, she got out and dressed

With great difficulty she desides to drive herself to the hospetal

Hopefuly Brian will still be sleeping by the time she gets home or all this is in wain

When she got to the hospital she met up with a docter he’s tall about 6’4 with Dark brown hair and light brown eyes a little on the pail side but she trusts him, she has been seeing him for some time now when things got out of hand at home, he doesn’t knows her situation very well but understands not to ask any questions… for he knows that she wont answer them.

“Hey Dr Macalister” she said barely in a wisper her voice full of pain and tears

“O’ Zonica … you sould talk to someone you know” he said with sadness and a bit of anger in his voice

“It realy is not as bad as it looks …;”

“You know that you could always talk to me…”

‘’I know … I know …”she looks down at her feet shacking her head trying to stop the urge to tell him everything but this will only make things worse

“Zonica … I am here if you ever need me for anything ‘’

She looked up at him with pleading eyes, hoping that he’ll see that she doesn’t want to talk about it anymore.

He looked at her pleading eyes and her broken, fragile body

Seeing that she was bearly standing and her body shaking …he reached out to help her a second to late; when her legsgave infrom under her .