when you left my world

my heart broke into a million pieces

as i stand infront of my family

to read some word on your behalf

tears welled up in my eyes

i had seen your yearn

i can no longer cook with you

see your eyes smiling back that i did a good job

sometimes i forget that you have left my world

i go around and search for your smile your voice anything

but then i realiz you have gone

i think of it as you are not fully gone only the memories last

memorise are not always good enogh

if i think about them hard enough

i swear i can hear your voice

so calm and sweet

you whisper "be strong i'm here by your side always"

my life is just not the same

it has been five years and i still cry when i think of you

i know the pain and the suffering you had would not go away

it was just going to get worse

that the doctors could not make you comfortible

but i know now that you have wings of gold

because the saying the good die young is true

In loveing memory of Jean Helen Brown

Meme i love and miss you