As I satnd looking into the mirror

I see nothing, just an empty mirror.

I search to see my face, my eyes, my hair, something of myself,

But for so long, my soul has been gone, lost, without a trace.

I have only the memories, both good and bad,

But the bad out weigh the good.

The good are left far behinde to dewindle.

I am searching for our love that has been lost for so long.

My soul once thrived on yours,

But now has gone, maybe good.

Looking into the shadows of my soul,

I only find this emepty felling of some kind of life.

Do I end this searching soul?

Do I keep my hopes up, that my soul will find yours?

Does my soul even want to bother to find yours,

You wouldn't even notice if I was gone.

Has your soul fooled my heart,

With your lust and lies.

Let my soul find you.

Wipe my tears away forever.

I have struggled to find your soul for so long.

Searching, bleeding, crying to find our hearts together.

You will never know what I have gone through,

You will forever be my heart, have my heart,

But its time for me to let you go,

Become the real me again.

To love with the real me again.